i found out tonight from one of my most reliable line sisters that the reason i was tripping all last week is probably because of the birth control i'm taking. its three levels of hormone and it is know for causing high numbers of depression in women who can't take or arent used to the hormone. isn't that wild? why didn't anyone tell me that before i started taking this shit. try to protect yourself from having kids and go dammit crazy in the process!

well i'm back to the good ol' E. not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing but its better than that nutcase i thought i was last week. she isn't sure but my body might get used to the hormonal changes. i sure hope so. i'm tired and haven't finished my plans for tomorrow's lesson, BUT...do i ever? off to turn on the heaters in my bedroom, shower and get ready for bed.

BB is taping the superbowl for me even though i watched it (kinda) on ESPNgamecast and listened on FieldPass by RealPlayer. It was so good to listen to I can even imagine how nice it will be to watch! Even though my boys didn't win, I still want to see the game.